Are there times when you are scared of yourself…. when your thoughts become too uncomfortable for you to actually acknowledge their prescence… ?? You keep avoiding those thoughts… you dont accept they exist… yet deep down you know they do….
All the time you are running away from them…. than suddenly some one out of the blue trying to make a conversation veers and suddenly asks you what is the purpose of our life ????
And you are forced to think the unthinkable… you eventually acknowledge the thoughts you had been running away from…. you didnt want to say it to yourself, you didnt want to believe and suddenly it hits you hard…..
Suddenly you feel most uncomfortable with yourself… you feel fidgety… you feel like you want to cry… but you cant even find a shoulder….
does it happen to you or has it ever ???
Life is weird these days… they say empty mind is a devil’s house…. I hope they are right !